Kay​ı​p Çocuk (Lost Child)

from INSIDE - İ​Ç​ERDE by Olcay Bayir

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Lost Child is a vision of a child’s loneliness. It’s a vision that could apply to young people the world over, from Syrian refugee children walking amongst destroyed homes, to victims of abuse, or to children scared for their future in the uncertainty of the global pandemic. The song is close to hopelessness - “I am a bird without a path / Never knew freedom / never flew in her own sky / They broke my wings; never know if ever my hands will reach to the rainbow” - but ends with the child finding an inner anger and resilience to combat the despair. “Who can give me my future? Take your dirty hands off from my hope and dreams.” The child challenges us to question our responsibilities and actions and to consider the kind of world we must leave to our children and those we love. In the arrangement by Al MacSween a faltering heartbeat pulses; a tentative melody on the sweet duduk reed flute played tells us that human feelings are still alive if hidden. The child's finds strength in anger "Who can give me my future? Take your dirty hands off from my hope and dreams."

Bir kayıp kentin çocuğuyum ben
Sokaklarında hapsolmuş
Varmıydım, yokmuydum, bilmiyorum
Var olurmuyum

Yönü olmayan bir kuşum ben
Semalarında uçamayan,
Kırdılar kanadımı, karışamamki
Sonsuzluğa

Bağırır ölümün sessizliği
Her yanımda duyarım
Kimin günahi bu üdediğim, bilmiyorum
Anlarmıyım

Kim verir bana geleceğimi
Umudumdan, hayallerimden
Çekin kirli ellerinizi


Lost Child

I am a child in a lost city
Left alone in its busy streets
Am I there? Do I care? Do I exist?
I just don’t know.

I am a bird in flight - with no path
Through the heavens above I cannot fly
Wings broken, I can’t reach to eternity,
Can’t even try.

Shouting all around - the sound of death
On every side - I hear the cries
I don’t know why I paid for these sins,
I don’t understand.

My future, who’ll give it back to me?
From my hopes and all the dreams I see
Take your dirty hands, set me free.

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from INSIDE - İ​Ç​ERDE, track released May 7, 2021
Words: Olcay Bayır
Music: Olcay Bayır
Arrangement: Alistair MacSween
Vocal: Olcay Bayır
Piano, keys : Alistair MacSween
Düdük: Erdi Arslan
Mixed by Alistair MacSween
Mastered by Dinçer Demirci

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